bump on ear;
is scar tissue, or the beginning of some.
i have to use helichrysum water.
3-5 times daily for 10 minutes.
i have to do that for 3 weeks.
*KENDRA ANTI BACTERIAL CREAM WILL NOT WORK.*
i also have to soak it in salt water, i cannot remember if its seasalt or epson, i think sea. anyhwo. for 20 minutes a day
woot.
but the gay hot guy from next (jacob) look at my ear and stuff. sooo hot!
yay.

so after hanging out with kendra on thursday, my aunt was over.. i knew it was going to be bad before i got home, once my brother said she was over.
so i get home, do my usual stuff. i eat, read, music.. and avoid her, then i say something to my mother. then 5 minutes later, she comes in and starts YELLING AT ME about my father stuff, how my mom is emotional and i should be helping her.. (what about me? im 16?!?! impressionable much?) and shit like that. THEN she adds in how her life is fucked.. and im sittign there wanting to kill her (this is the aunt i have always hated by the way).. so i leave saying she doesnt know shit. so im in my room, and i just break down in tears cause of everything she said about my dad. WHAT DOES SHE KNOW?!!?!?!?!??!
then like 40 minutes later she is in MY ROOM talking to me again.. all i know how you feel, im on your side stuff like that, then she goes on about her life again.. and the whole time i can stop thinking that she IS ON MY BROWN BEAR AND SQUISHING HIM. JKSGDHDHSHD
that night. NOT GOOD. i should have left or something.. FUCK.
i hate her.. i dont know why or since when. but i just do.
i arghhhhhhh.

but on a lighter note.
my music of choice.
flybanger once known as jar. and jarr
they are awesome metal type band.
AND AND !!!!
I KNOW THE LEAD SINGER!
well, i met him when i was like 12/13
OMG IS HE HOT!
yeah, but i cant find any of there c.ds anywhere. i have 2. all from garth :D (lead singer)

but yes. i am going to go back to reading HEAVIER THAN HEAVEN <3<3<3
(which i am stealing from you kendra) hth is the 'official' biography on KURT COBAIN!
wooot


<3<3<3
toodles.
Jennifer

p.s.
I GOT A MESSAGE FROM VARIA ON THURSDAY.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got it after the arguing so i was sooo happy you have no idea.
she hasnt had sex yet. *tisk tisk

p.p.s
max came back on thursday.
yay.